LDR

I don’t think you know how hard it is. As a matter of fact, i don’t think anyone knows. To love someone who lives so far away. To miss him so bad that you want to stop what you’re doing and run to him. It’s like everything reminds you of him. Everything. No matter how long it’s been, how far away, you’re still reminded of him. It hurts and aches and it feels like cold seeps into your bones whenever you’re alone at night and you can’t sleep. You just want him there. It’s worse when there’s time zones. Waiting endlessly. Not knowing if he’s with another person while you’re waiting. Waiting for him. Not knowing if the feelings are ebbing away. However there’s something even more worse, knowing that i love him so much, and i miss him so much, but there’s nothing i can do except for waiting. Knowing that i can’t have him with me, that’s the hardest part.

I know he’s not gonna read this, that’s for sure 😂
I’ve been thinking about this several times and i just feel like writing this in my post. I’ve been struggling with the same problems for the past 4 years haha. I’m just glad we’re still together. I’m glad that i have him. Every problems that we had, solved by him. I almost gave up but he made me not to. It may be hard, for everything that i am struggling right now, it will all be worth it in shaa Allah.