Salam Ramadhan,
The truth is, things aren't going to be exactly the way we planned, the way we wanted. Because His plan is the best one.
Too many things happened for the past few weeks. I received a lot of news i got rejected and i failed to achieved something i wanted to. Too many things to be handled, I literally lost myself for a few weeks. Though i know i can actually go through this but there are times when i feel completely lost and I don't want to face any of this, anymore.
With me, being far away from home, hardly receives loves and supports from family which i need the most right now. I know I shouldn't be complaining in this Holy month of Ramadhan
I'm writing this hoping that one day, I'll be reading this post back and tell myself I actually did it.
Nothing is ever easy. That's the truth ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜
Sigh, i miss my family
Last year during this time, i had the chance to puasa, terawikh and raya with my family. But not this year as we hv summer semester before and after eid. One thing i miss the most is to solat jemaah hug them ask for forgiveness kiss their cheeks and pray for them every kisses on their forehead (now im crying). Homesick teruk no kidding setahun lebih dah tak balik. Im struggling real hard right now. Little did i know, studying overseas could be this challenging..
One and a half year left, Gotta do this!
May Allah shower us with everlasting happiness and blessings. Aamiin.
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