stop dwelling, keep praying.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

it has been awhile since i last posted. just fyi, i am now a student of unikl mestech doing my first year degree and will continue another 4 years in Jordan, in shaa Allah. for those who are following my blog, my previous post about um and mesir, 3 months ago. when i read it once again, i decided to make this entry.

Ya Allah, how time flies.

saya hambaNya yang hina ini masih diberi peluang. bersyukur kehadrat Ilahi for giving me this opportunity, this second chance. i was supposed to go to Mesir this upcoming september, pursuing me studies in medic. and as you know what is happening right now in Egypt. since theres nothing much i could to fight for them, except a nonstop praying. Ya Allah, kau selamatkanlah mereka yang berjuang keranaMu.

3 months ago, i was totally puzzled in some situations where i have to choose either um or mesir. after days of struggling and i made up my mind to go for mesir. one day after i made the decision i received a call from Mara inform me that i got the offer to unikl mestech, program luar negara tajaan mara. my heart skipped a beat and i was about to cry. i just couldnt thank Him enough for this huge opportunity. by saying alhamdulillah & solat syukur, thats all i could do.

3 months in unikl mestech, alhamdulillah everything went pretty well. as usual, life in college is completely different compare to high school. in college, we struggle all the time for test, assignments and exam. my first physics test was totally dissapointing. alhamdulillah after weeks of struggling for my second test and final exam, i passed my passing marks. there was once i couldnt accept this feeling where i struggled twice the people who got higher mark than me. yes, i kept on dwelling about it but then i've realized, where i am right now if i didnt get this scholar? i just have to workhard, doa and tawakal. nothing else. Allah knows what is the best for me and dia takkan bagi kita benda yang kita tk boleh hadapi.

i was quite dissapointed when i know that it was a dentistry programme, yes just being honest. since i was in primary i want to be a doctor. a surgeon. and i got dentistry. as i continue my life as a dentistry student, i realize that maybe dentistry suits me better. working 9a.m to 5p.m without on call and ect. have time for family hehe. everything happens for a reason. nothing to worry, chin up and look at the positive side.

im having my 3 weeks holiday :D

oh yes, i never thought of studying arabic in my entire life after PSRA. i mean, learning the language specifically. and yeah, now i have to for communication dkt jordan nnt. but somehow its fun you know when you got to learn the language, you can understand better when you are reading alquran. alhamdulillah.

terima kasih ya Allah.