i’m sorry to see the end of january approaching and february begins. time passes so quickly. and i have only one month++ 'till SPM result.
i spent my thaipusam at Ipoh for my cousin's engagement. see how time flies, the person we used to play together during childhood now engaged and getting married. im supposed to go for driving class today but he canceled at the very last minute for some reasons. nah and my mum left me alone in the house with achik since she thought i got class. if the teacher told me earlier i could follow my mum --'
i spent my thaipusam at Ipoh for my cousin's engagement. see how time flies, the person we used to play together during childhood now engaged and getting married. im supposed to go for driving class today but he canceled at the very last minute for some reasons. nah and my mum left me alone in the house with achik since she thought i got class. if the teacher told me earlier i could follow my mum --'
while surfing the net and looking for something really good to read atleast, i came across this quote "sometimes it is easier to smile and cry inside your heart". so many times i've come across this thought; which one is better? to speak up or to keep quiet and cry inside? i know, for first many will say that it is better to speak up otherwise how the other person will know what you feel. this was what i get whenever i asked my friends about my problems. but what if the other person doesn't understand what you try to say? or even worse, what if that person would say that she doesn't want to understand? pathetic situation. moreover, the person is not one of them who can be left avoided. then what will you choose. everyone of us might have faced this situation where you wanted to shout out loud and blurt out your feelings and all what you think, but suddenly something holds you back. what is that "something" what do you do in those times when lot of thoughts are running in your mind but suddenly when it comes to letting it out, you are stuck between the two. should i or shouldn't i? don't you think sometimes that if the other person doesn't give a thought before saying something then why should i?
it occured to me so many times. for me, i believe theres no such thing like 'korang face to face, slow talk, settle kan' i hate when it comes to this moment. i felt like i messed up everything. you know what i did, i let it go and just blurted everything out at my friends. at least, i didn' hurt her feeling.
very thoughtful and interesting i should say :) To me, everything depends on the situation.Yes i agree that it is sometimes better to smile and cry inside our heart but remember to what extent can you keep everything to yourself although it is something that you cant even bear with.When this happens,it is always best to share with others and at least part of the problems you face can be handled although its only 10 percent of it :) Finally, life is precious and that you have to live your life to the fullest :)dont let your problems get you all harewire when there alwyas friends and families to back you up :D
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