why

Hmmm.

I just need time for myself. Idk why..

I hate many things that happen for the past weeks.

I feel like giving up.

I need support and encouragement from my friends but i couldn't get one.

I've been facing the same problems for three years. How did i managed to go through my spm years? Sigh. A lot of things is taking over my mind rn. I just want to go home and lend my mum's shoulder to cry on. i always ask myself, why me? Then i ask again, why me whom Allah has given a chance to live, when I've done so many terrible things in my life towards Him. I don't deserve everything i have right now. I don't even deserve to do what i am doing right now. Sometimes i feel like everything is unfair. Why I didn't get what others get why do i have to face difficulties others didn't why i need to do extra while others get it easily. Why and why and never stop.

Urgh

Stop it

You need to stop